Mine Forever – Notes about yesterday

I noticed someone has been google-ing ‘Mine Forever’ chapters lately. THANK YOU for reading, and here’s the link to everything that has been posted so far. http://lexxascorner.wordpress.com/category/mine-forever/ 

Unfortunately, I lost chapter 28 as a result of some misunderstandings with the admins of a certain forum platform, and I refuse to re-write it, so if anyone has a copy of it, please e-mail it to lovemyangellexxa@yahoo.com .

Happy reading, and thank you again for reading my story!

Lexxa~

 

~Mine Forever ~ Chapter 30

I know I am on vacation, but I couldn’t stay away for long, and since I got a new cord for my laptop, and I STILL can’t sleep, due to jet lag and stuff… here’s

Chapter 30

 

~Mine Forever ~ Chapter 29

Chapter 29

I knew I had things to take care of… However, on top of my list was finding Josh, and stopping him before he did something stupid.

 

~Mine Forever~ ~Chapter 27~

It was not about what she said that made me angry, but more about how she did it. She was the controlling type, I was beginning to see her for who she was, and the better I knew her the more I started to despise her. She was doing it involuntarily, but I didn’t know for certain if she could see what she was doing or how she was doing it. The training she subjected me to was unbearably exhausting, so every time we would finish I could barely crawl to bed and I’d fall asleep without wanting to. I never knew vampires could go to sleep out of exhaustion, but as Josh explained it to me, it was our body that needed regeneration, or else we’d start bleeding through every orifice of our body and eventually die.

It was surprising how gentle our bodies are, even if the vampire seems unbeatable, unbreakable, forever lasting… and Josh sure made me feel better, for every time I would fall asleep, he’d be waiting for me … The thought of that made me smile involuntarily and it made me fear that someone would notice the grin on my sleeping face.

 

 

~Mine Forever~ Chapter 26

Chapter 26

“What happened the other night?” Josh asked me.

“What do you mean?” he shrugged.

“I mean that you just disappeared into thin air last night,” he whispered into my ear.

“I was trying to read your mind and I heard Tea coming…” I paused as if I needed to breathe so I could see his reaction. He put his arms around my waist. “You woke up and I had to, or Roxanne and the others would have realized that I wasn’t just resting to heal faster…” I continued and then kissed the side of his cheek.

 

~*Mine Forever Chapter 25*~

Chapter 25

I was awake but I couldn’t move. I couldn’t feel my feet, my arms, my whole body was numb. The pain in my stomach was a familiar thing right about now. I heard movement in the room, like someone trying to get more comfortable in an uncomfortable chair.

“Ah, you’re awake,” she spoke. “Don’t be scared, you’ll be able to move soon. And speak too.” She followed. The warm voice was so strange I barely knew it. It was warm, and gentle, with a soft texture only Josh had, when he sang to me. I tried with all my being to open my eyes, look at Roxanne, but I was completely paralyzed. From head to toe, I had absolutely no control over my body.

 

Mine Forever Chapter 24

I was confused, and still angry. Josh had to glamour Stewart to make him forget. Tea sensed there was something wrong and she called Josh. She nearly lost it when she heard what I almost did.

“Are you crazy? You could have killed the guy! There would have been nothing left on him, not even a trace. Vaporized. Just like that. That’s how most humans disappear in L.A! They piss off a vamp without knowing!” she yelled in the phone.

 

Mine Forever Chapter 23

Chapter 23

 

“Why aren’t you sleeping?” he asked me and then sighed.

 

“I don’t need to sleep when I’m in your arms…” I told him and placed my head on his chest once more.

 

“You need sleep, and you need food.” He said and put his arm around my waist.

 

“Do you ever think of what it could have been?” I asked burrying my head into his chest.

 

“What do you mean?”

 

 

Mine Forever Chapter 22

Chapter 22

I was running to nowhere in the woods and Tea was struggling to keep up with me.

“Wait! If he’s in danger, so are you!”

“No! I’m not gonna wait!” I shouted at her and started running even faster. I didn’t know where I was going, but I was going somewhere…

The woods came to a clearing about a few miles wide, ending on one side with some rocks. I saw the bear, it was gigantic, and I stormed towards Josh. I pushed the bear on the rocks and hit it so hard my hand went through its chest right to its heart. When I felt the heart I didn’t think. I looked in its eyes, they were almost human, and cupped the heart and tore it out. As soon as that animal was dead I turned to Josh.

“OK, I know that’s was gigantic, but seriously, Josh, you couldn’t handle a bear?”

 

Chapter 21

Chapter 21

I feared that he would ask. Confront me. it was something he would most definitely do. He was Josh, afterall. I didn’t want to have to explain to him what I meant, I didn’t think he would hear me, but he did. I felt he did. And after that I just couldn’t hold in the tears… the feeling of not being enough, not being close enough, the fact that one day he might want more, and I wouldn’t have any more to give, as much as I’d want to…it hit me then, and when it did I realized that I have no meaning in life without him, that without his love I am worthless, that everything I have, I have because of him, that a world where there is no Josh is pointless and cruel.

I realized I was alone and finally gathered the strength to open my eyes, move around the room…I didn’t want to do any of that. Without Josh I was empty, but I knew he must be hunting or something and I knew he wouldn’t leave me like that without making sure I was safe… but what about him, was he safe?

I gave myself a good mental shake like I used to do and then looked around… stone walls, small rooms, no windows… everything was grey and dull. It was like we were in a mountain. Josh’s smell still lingered on my skin. It gave me goose bumps every time. It never got old.

“Hey,” a low voice called.